life is juz like tt sometimes u juz dont get wat u really hope in life

Tiresome year

2010-12-30T07:28:00.003+08:00

Well, just came back from a MJ session. Didnt win but glad that it ended quite alrite everyone happy. Bought bee hoon for breakfast gosh gonna get fat, eat and sleep! lol, but does not matter afterall I need to really work out a schedule to really properly plan out my life no make sure that I make the last half a year a fruitful one. It is always hard to ensure that I adhere what I set out to do.

Feeling quite groggy, will update more when possible , till then

Updates on life

2010-07-05T22:07:00.002+08:00

Well it is probably building cobwebs on my barren land of blog which is like an abondoned ship that no one visits.

Well regardless whether anyone reads it, i guess it has really serve its purpose. Well going to 13 month of green uniform, well achievement i dont think i really have any well probably the last and biggest one would be the YOG event which I am currently handling. Stay out shiok but expensive due to transport and makan sometimes. Well I also picked up some skills which is quite satisfying. Times flies makes me feel that I should have a better target/motive to better spend and make my last 11 months more fruitful as I seriously think that I must be prepared with the proper mindset when I head back to the proper society out there. It seriously is a big world out there with abundance of opportunity but require some luck and not forgetting the skill factor inside.

Hmmm, I think I should gather more thoughts before blogging again hopefully soon.

Meanwhile I shall leave this interesting quotation which I saw:

A lesson without pain is meaningless. That's because you cannot gain something without sacrificing something else in return. But once you've withstood the pain and overcome it, you will gain a heart that is stronger than everything else.

Life still have to go on

2010-05-29T01:15:00.002+08:00

Well this weekend is suppose to be a long one, wednesday night book out, Thursday off and Friday is Vesak day. Wednesday was busy with housework as usual and Friday which is today watched some movies went out at night for about 2 hours for L4D then went home on the last bus of 133. Current time check is 1.17 Am in the morning I am still not in bed.

Lately I have been thinking of stuff like what is going to be life in the future. Well these is like about a year to university life which I seriously look forward to rather aimlessly leading the life that I am leading now. Well its good that I do not have much to do now but it just feels so empty well no sense of achievement of doing anything. Well I seriously hope time flies.

Apparently I feel like doing a lot of things nowadays but most of the time there just a lot of time constraints. Yes indeed I managed to get my driving license during the course of the two years but it is such a common thing nowadays so it does make me feel that I have a sense of achievement or whatsoever.

Well, I guess I have to start writing down my thoughts of what I do want to achieve during the remaining 1 year as I seriously think that I am somehow rusty in the mind, I need something to first and foremost to kill time and have myself a target that I could reach otherwise when the time comes for university I would seriously be stoning all the way and would be full of regrets like what I am now as I think I could have pushed my self somemore and could have much much more options than I could have currently.

Well enough of my thoughts for today as I think I am starting to be naggy, time to be in bed as I have to be awake early later.

Till then.....

9 months passed

2010-03-14T20:16:00.002+08:00

Well 9 months have passed since i enlisted in National Service which is neither fast nor slow from the way i look at it. Well experiences at different place are always a lesson here or there. Well it is kinda routine that once in a while u get ur weekend or nights burnt due to duties or spend time thinking how to make ur life during the service useful to oneself later in life.

Well this weekend was quite short as i made 2 trips to IT fair bought storage devices for my family thumbdrive and external HD. The crowd on Friday was much better than Saturday. Saturday it was really really crowded, they have had to open fire exits to shift the crowd out of the MRT.

Then there was my Grandmum birthday on Saturday so we had ala carte buffet at excelsior hotel. It was not bad quite worth the money with quite a selection of choices the only down side would be that the service was a bit slow especially when it came to the changing of plates, pouring drinks and also the serving of food. Went home after that very tired and rested early as my neck hurts somehow strained it on Thursday night by accident.

Back to camp later, hope to zzz early, till then Chaoz!

life seems to be on a down side at times...

2010-01-17T19:55:00.002+08:00

It has been a really roller coaster ride for me since my BMT days and so on. There are basically so many obstacles which i dun think i would thought i would have to face . From injuries etc, it really takes a toll out of ones mind.. sometimes i juz wish that i could just lead a simple life....with no expectation and just try my best...

Well life is not always smooth sailing, it is hard to contain ones feeling and feel bottlenecked by issues and issues again...fear that there would be more to come...yes i do agree that issues do really make one stronger but also it woud leave a mark behind which is hard to erase and pretend that nothing or be wary that history would repeat itself.....

Man i really feeling kinda negative now...sometimes i guess its hard to stay happy always =( ...well thats all for now.....chaoz

tired

2009-12-15T20:39:00.001+08:00

well knees kinda hurt prob due to the workout juz now and the carrying of stuff chairs and chairs and walking of stairs up and down and up and down....sniff sniff runnning nose hope it gets better..

Life has to go on

2009-12-12T01:35:00.002+08:00

Well its been quite a long while since i entered ns , well guess life still have to go on. Gonna set out goals to acheive while serving otherwise i really gonna lose touch with the outside world especially in the IT dominant industry where every second and min revolves. Technology seems to change in the snap of a finger.

There have been some thoughts of my goals of life, sometimes it really seems unachievable, life experiences have shown me that life is not as smooth sailing as one would want it to be. But being optimistic would help to give a good headstart.

Juz some sentiments: Wondering how long would it take? i juz wonder and wonder

3 months of waiting

2009-12-08T23:04:00.000+08:00

Well after three months i am still waiting to be posted out well guess life still have to go on... currently back to pusuing my driving licence dream gonna take back my driving lessons and hopefully pass it the next time round... well was on leave for two days sort of recharged a bit ...hopefully this week friday able to go back much earlier as compared to the last time when i went back at like 10 plus and took a cab home....gonna do some reading before heading to bed..nites all

Gathering

2009-11-22T01:12:00.002+08:00

Today was an advance gathering for esther birthday at Manhatten Fish market at Bishan. Well it was nice to see everyone after quite a long while, guys busy with army life, the gals either busy with work or study. Food was quite good and headed to the arcade after that. Myself i played 2 basketball games and well headed home after the arcade session. Guess the next gathering would the pc/IT show which is coming up like next week during the weekend public holiday as mentioned by Brandon.

Well, weekend is coming about to the end and back to camp. Wonder what would it be like after being posted out. Well there are many stuff that i wish to do and I do not have much time as time is always limited to the short weekend. Probably should start have some time schedule allocated for individual stuff b4 i dun accomplish what i set out to do each weekend.

While i get my daily rest, there are loads of stuff that are in my mind and i dont usually sleep so well if there are stuff which i need to set out to do or straighten out.

Do I have an answer to that question? I think i have but do I have a right? Well I guess what comes around goes around

Waiting and Waiting

2009-11-14T23:50:00.002+08:00

Its been like 2 months plus and I'm still waiting for my posting. It actually makes me wonder what good does it turn out as i slog through the 8 weeks and well its back to square one, more slogging to be done....geez really hope my posting comes out soon to somewhere where at least there will be a bit more recognition...or at least its somewhere where a specific job scope is given.....

Life definitely is getting slightly better as i get the hang of everything and able to grasp situation better but well nothing beats going to somewhere that you just need to play your part andbe off for the day....Well injuries arent exactly healing the way i expected unfortunately....its still hurts especially knees and back when i do exercises or carry heavy loads or stand too long....

Well that specific question it still stays in my mind subconciously but i indeed sometime feel that there is an answer or maybe there isnt...Well what i can say it may be causing me to lose some sleep sometimes

Quite nice song lyrics

2009-11-08T12:04:00.002+08:00

My Love Will Get You Home

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.

Singer: Christine Glass

Updates of life

2009-11-07T21:58:00.001+08:00

Well it has been quite a long time since i have updated my blog. Previously during life in BMT, there was really a lack of time so i spend most of the time journally hard copy into my journal. After that here comes the life of SISPEC. Been busy though i am now an out of course having to help out with many stuff in the company.

Certain updates well currently i am waiting for my posting hopefully it will come asap kinda dreading the lifestyle of being pushed around doing work but well i guess it is just life we still need to help out despite of injury and stuff. Well here comes the update of my injuries , physiotherapy i have been going through seemed to help a bit at first but always cause problems as when i help out with stores or any stuff which require me to stretch more the pain comes back. Well i really should be more careful when dealing with heavy loads.

Well, the good thing is i can book out to go home for weekends which aint the best of the world but one just have to be contented with it. Most of the weekend i would just spend time at home resting up. I just cant get enough sleep no matter how i sleep well probably due to mental and physical stress during the week. Been helping up with the housework lately as usual.

Well its going to be end of the year, Christmas should be coming soon, well i seriously should go do some shopping or something to catch some of the sales. Plans of taking leave i should also consider as if i am not wrong we are forced to clear the leave before the year ends.

Last but not least there was a question brought up to me which jolt my senses and i seriously couldnt answer it myself. I have been thinking the past week but guess there would be no answer to it somewhere soon. Well meanwhile i would update again.

Take care to those who reads this dusty old blog, prob a shoutout if u happen to comeby =)

Twitter down due to some wierd activity

2009-08-07T23:30:00.001+08:00

Well guess i will have to manually do updates to my blog....

Twitter feed linked to blog

2009-07-11T16:55:00.001+08:00

Well , most of my updates can be seen at the side menu too. Just linked it up to ensure my blog does not die off. Well, BMT starting this week. IPPT test which i do not think that i will do so well, still not enough training and i have to work harder but in mind that i may injure my knee again =|.

Well, hope all goes well for ns i shall blog agian soon. Look out for my updates via twitter or blog ba.

Going into NS

2009-06-11T00:10:00.002+08:00

Going to NS later dont really know whether it will be exciting or what...well at least it is a break from the somewhat hectic lifestyle which i have been immersed for the past like 19 years of my life....the place where boys become man which is what they say well...well it also gives me some time to take time off to think through stuff which kinda with me for quite some time...aint got a answer for it...
Well most impt of coz i really wish that everyone out there would be happy and take care of themselves...last of all anything u can contact me on my hp ....im off..

Last quote before NS: Sometimes it juz makes someone day when he knows that the person is happy =)

2nd last day

2009-06-09T08:59:00.002+08:00

Some stuff i juz told myself to trudge through the threads of life and move on but it juz aint easy...damn i cant write on...prob blog agian later

1 week to NS

2009-06-04T02:03:00.002+08:00

Well, its the last week as well as weekend b4 NS. Currently status excited? Not really, well sometimes i do see it as a great escape out of reality zone. For nuts u dun really use ur brain much during ns....

Sometimes i really ponder decisions that i made and it feel awkward somestimes i really think that it is very hard to explain.

random thoughts:

Soon shall gap widen and thus shall one not acknowledge each other.

Tired

2009-06-01T00:58:00.002+08:00

well last 2 weeks b4 NS, boy its gonna be boring for me...cant see myself back to schooling lifestyle again in fact like pri or sec following orders of ur superiors without the ability of to questioning their authority...what they say is always rite...

Well sometimes i am always in doubt of steps tt i might take in the future, would i make the right or wrong? this caused the missing out opportunities that may not appear in front of u again...

running nose

2009-05-24T02:23:00.001+08:00

Down with sinus, life does not seem to make it better...well its just a paradox for me as always...

life bites, man i prob just killed some lot of trees cause i wastes so much tissue paper

Driving driving

2009-04-27T15:45:00.000+08:00

Down to last lesson on thursay, tmr gonna drive auto car for a feel...10.30 am lesson lets hope all goes well...tiring day, went down to suntec to send my hp for serving...grabbed BK for lunch and headed home on 133. Random thoughts pass through my mind during the course of the journey....staring into space these days aint a good thing sometimes....really sleepy these days after 2 lessons back to back of driving back hurts sometimes....guesss sat down too long...

Random thoughts:
Everything down in the past seems to be a mere memory and will be forgotten after time...i utterly try to achieve my goals with the failure of one...shall remember it but will not regret it as afterall i did tried my best...well...life is just ups and downs as always...

paradox!

2009-04-20T16:29:00.002+08:00

i dont know i have no idea? Should I or should I not? Life is a paradox..to me at least...life bites as usual....up and downs...well not much updates leading the normal lifestyle, driving and more driving .......well shall blog more another time..

Life's tough aint it

2009-04-17T01:18:00.003+08:00

Well, today had driving learn quite a bit again...well had a good news today but still kinda not really happy to the extent that i would thought to be afterall, it was a 50-50 chance which i took in the end i only won 50 out of 100.

Man sometimes aint it hard to get stuff off ur mind and relax...have been thinking while i sleep which aint gd, cant rest well...well...guess its just not easy..

what can i say...the road seems to be wider and longer

tired

2009-04-15T01:10:00.001+08:00

Well 3 km run today, aint feeling gd so stopped at 3 km, well guess im tired out mentally sometimes...have to handle pressure from stuff which sometimes i dun wish to do so....man i really cant type any more stuff out...tired...bed time...cyaz

Another tiring day

2009-04-11T13:09:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 8 plus am. Went for a run thought that 2.4 km will do fine, but in the end went on to run 5.2 km plus run....washed clothes, mopped floor, washed socks. Took a bath and here am i blogging now.

Well yesterday night, celebrated isaac birthday at kovan , ate Choon seng "zhi cha" overall not bad quite value for money i guess. Had a cake blowing session b4 heading home. Dotaed one match, carried on to study my final theory.

Guess will be going out later to settle some stuff. Check with some travel agencies possible going overseas hopefully before National Service.

random thought: pictorial memories are they good or are the y bad, i really wonder

120th post

2009-04-08T01:18:00.002+08:00

Well, reached my 120th post, well, life became a routine for me. Doing dumb stuff, going driving, dota and sleep. Kinda lifeless i feel sometime. Watching hot shot drama, well not bad to kill some time when waching this kind of dramas sometimes.

Nth much to blog well i better be going

Tired day

2009-04-06T23:39:00.002+08:00

Well, woke early, went for dental appointment then headed down to raffles city for lunch with my mum and went to do a bit of shopping for my sister bdae. Well, after that headed down to ssdc, was late due to the bus 70 being very slow took more than an hour and 15 mins to reach the driving centre. The driver was really driving at a very slow speed. Well, driving was fine, did the normal stuff in the cicuit left turns, right turns and stuff. Nothing much bought dinner and headed back home.

Well, i cant really find much stuff to blog in my life, it kinda works in a routine, sounds like a slacking lifestyle which some say...doing housework, driving and some events here and there. Sometimes i feel that its worse than having lesson. Well at least in school i do have some stuff to look forward to , like chilling out with frens and stuff, or doing homework and assignments to kill time. Well getting a job in this economy is really tough, well guess its time for me to send in my resumes to the agencies and hope that i get lucky. going to have a lot driving this month.

Random thoughts:
Sometimees life do not turn out the way u want it to be, example having a systemetic lifestyle calculating and making sure that choices would not cause oneself or another any problems and awkwardness will sometime lead to misopportunities which is an irreversible cycle, minor issues do not affect much but when u are talking about bigger issues sometimes its just stay in ur mind and hard to get over it but u still need to maintain a strong front and pretends its fine. I guess that is the worst situation to be in.

Well that's all today, hope everyone is staying healthy =)

Cousin outing

2009-04-06T01:19:00.002+08:00

Well, woke up quite late today, had lunch went out with my cousins, some were bowling when i reached Marina Square with my other 2 cousins who are staying near me. Well, arcade awhile before catching a movie : 2 Fast 2 Furious 4 , well not a bad show with quite a lot of action in it. Headed down to bugis for steamboat at house of steamboat. Seems normal steamboat but the traditional kind whereby its really just all soupy stuff where u dump all ur ingredients in it and cook it and eat it after its cooked. Headed home, bus was crowded somee people making noise due to the overcrowding on the bus.

Well, now im here blogging, will be having driving these 4 days, going dental i guess maybe tmr or tues or smth. Been awhie since i went to one. maybe 6 months or less not sure.

Well, aint slping well these few days, cant seem to get some stuff off my mind. Some stuff just exist there for whatever reasons which i will not disclose here. But well life still has to go on, maybe getting a holiday job may not be a bad option afterall as i could get some stuff off my mind awhile. Well, hope everyone is having a great time for their holidays. Well gtg .

Living in a life in a daze

2009-04-03T00:06:00.002+08:00

Well, firstly i woke up early, keep tossing and turning on my bed, just not in the mood in doing anything. Had lunch watch some show, prepare for driving, was not really in the mood for it too, didnt proceed as fast as i wanted but oh well, guess have to take steps at a time...FTT coming need start booking trial tests to practice as well.

Well, what am i going to feel when i wake up tmr, seriously i have no answers to myself, i wish that tmr will be a better day, hopefully, geez sometimes, looking forward going to the next phase of life etc...easy to say, hard to be done...guess its getting dusty in my blog

Boring day ahead

2009-03-31T14:05:00.002+08:00

Well, stoning at home is quite horrible, nothing much to do and aimlessly doing stuff...well at least driving do take up some of my time but well, sometimes its kinda short a time...wish to get a job so that i could stop thinking aimlessly at stuff which is basically impossible sometimes...which i wont further elaborate here, well talking about driving had my second lesson yesterday, keep doing turns of right and left in circuit quite boring, and cant go faster as there were basically so many cars around have to keep stopping and wait..well guess its just because its popular in circuit...

Well im getting sick of my own life...hesitant hesitant, lots of thoughts will make one lose chances in life...maybe its because its just me that i tend to think of what consequences when i do whatever stuff..haiz...well, that's life i guess...

PS: Saw this quote from somewhere, Love is not possessive: i guess this prob means that as long u knw that the other person is happy, that is what most impt, it does not matter whether who the other part maybe...but well its kinda hard on oneself..getting over it? or overcoming it seems another situation which one has to take care of...

Life's tough

2009-03-30T00:33:00.003+08:00

Well, i guess i just have to retype my thoughts down to the blog again as an error occured while saving my post...well life's tough, made 2 rational choices okay rite in my perspective maybe...well things didnt really turn out the way which i really hope that it would turn out to be but oh well... life's tough sometimes...up and downs of life is common...sometimes i really wish that i could just sit back and void the feelings or emotions of a human life form juz for one day but it just seems so hard to do so...

Decisions made me regret sometimes in life, sometimes due to my hunger for grades and knowledge making studies as an importance in my life, i always treat it as no 1 which i neglected the other parts of my life somehow which i kinda regret sometimes...but i surely have to choose one...well studies was indeed the huge factor why didnt i made any decisions earlier...

Okay enough of my blaberring, steamboat event which i organised was not bad, was nice to have a gathering with a bunch of frens....would be nice if there would another one coming up soon, meanwhile also went to get my NS HP today, basically a basic phone with nothing else in it....normal and basic which i would say....

Well will blog again later....

Something random: Is it harder to lie to oneself?

Well Carpe Diem which i would say ..

life's tough

2009-03-25T15:50:00.002+08:00

Well, today rainy weather, sky's dark, don't feel like going out, went for a run, did housework now taking a break, well, somehow its kinda hard to organise stuff...expect the unexpected always i guess that would be the advice to anyone organising....well...expecting a low turnout later... but well, its nice to gather once in a while together...hope that everything goes well....

Meanwhile still no letters and CCA points still...man gotta email the SA office for the points...those points are kinda useful in a way....well....blog again on what the steamboat gathering holds for us later...till then...

signing out ....obito

Rainy day

2009-03-24T09:43:00.002+08:00

Rainy days, makes the day so downcast for one sometime... thought ran through my mind when i blog this post...shan't write these down...well gonna meet my sec school frens later at douby ghaut...maybe catch a movie or something... these days just could not find inspiration to write anything...sometimes it feels like my inspiration has been rip the daylights of me...well saw a lyrics though posting it here would be great

Tomorrow - Ayumi Tsunematsu

If losing things is for picking them back up
Then parting is for meeting

After “Goodbye,” certainly
We’ll meet with a “Hello”

I want to lie down on the green grass
I want to tumble together with the animals

If many good things happened today
Then I wish that many goods things will happen tomorrow, too

The Sun comes out, the setting sun is beautiful
I wish upon the stars, and tomorrow comes

Why are you leaving?
Let’s go home together

Getting into a fight, that child cries
Unable to say, “I’m sorry,”
Even if you scream and cry inside of your heart
It’s useless if you don’t turn them into words

Thank you, thank you, my friends
I want to see all of my new friends

I hold hands with you
It turns into wings
I hold hands with everyone
We can fly through the great sky

I laugh, I laugh with a loud voice
Calling, calling for my favorite…

Crossing the rainbow-colored bridge, I say, “Welcome back”

Even if you have money, you can’t buy friends
Even if I don’t have anything, everyone is with me

Everyone, listen to our dream
Everyone knows of us

How are you?
I’m fine

How are you?
I’m fine

New skin

2009-03-23T11:20:00.002+08:00

Well, weeks have passed...had been bsuy with certification now am a Microsoft Certified Technology Specialist already.Well, chnaged the blogskin today after my run
in the morning, it has been awhile since i did so. What to do next later part of the data, well, maybe gonna pack some stuff..etc...will post again soon...

New Lease of life

2009-03-17T22:58:00.002+08:00

Army life coming soon...well got results...slept 3 hours ...called prometric spent 5 to 6 hours booking and doing stuff...2 hours mugging....had dinner....continued to mug awhile more....what a packed day...at least i settled what i set out to achieve in poly and am happy that my class ppl did quite ok..well next wed could well be one of the last meetings we have had... well i found my new aim first would be to study hard for certification of thurs 1 pm....and i will strive to complete my driving within the days which i planned out to...start exercising and sleep regular hours....then the rest shall come later...

I always wonder what would happen when i step up to the next phase of life army? Uni? Certainly i would want to keep in touch with these wonderful bunch of frens which i have made in poly...well...afterall its most memorable as there were up and downs as a class, but we still made it through...oh well...enough of those fruitful thoughts...i am focused on the tasks ahead and will try to meet those i have set....

Meanwhile wish everyone stay happy as always?

Tommrrow is always a better day =)

Exam Results and MCTS exam to study

2009-03-16T21:07:00.002+08:00

Well weekend was burnt as you can see from the posts before. Today was unproductive though i managed to make my printer totally wireless which is a great thing. Now i can shift my printer to anywhere that has a power plug without worries. Now i am kinda worried of my results, like how am i going fare for the last semester of my polytechnic life....i guess could not do much about it and should focus more on the tasks ahead like focusing on the Microsoft Certified Technology Specialist Exam which i must try to pass with a try....So much to be done with so little time....surely i really need to jiayous le....

There are some stuff bothering me at the moment which is kinda of frustrating it seems to happen to me always but to no avail i have found a solution that i could approach the matter....should i or should i not take action in whatever i wish to do? Regret or dont regret , happy or unhappy , answers which i need in a dilemnia regarding issues....Well i guess i shall put my energy on stuff that i could look forward too....is the old cycle of life repeating again....mug mug mug....way to destress?

Enough of my blabering, back to studies, I wish everyone good luck for examination results....be happy that u completed the 3 years smooth sailing...with a wondering bunch of mates...

Everything somehow went wrong today for me

2009-03-13T23:26:00.002+08:00

Well i headed down to the IT show to walk around and get some stuff...before reaching City hall i alighted at Douby ghaut that was incident one, then after that i had to look around so long for a sales person to sell me smth , incident 2, went home and gamed and went out for dinner. Came home and try to switch on my desktop...my desktop died on me, its dead, it does not even power up damn...incident 3 and incident 4 i have to wake up early and go to the service centre before heading to the it show.....damn really waste of my time to head down at a weekend to just get my com fixed =.=....

Chances slipped passed me

2009-03-13T01:54:00.002+08:00

Well, these days have been busy, didnt blog, kinda did some reflection today, well some stuff are just there and have to accept it....i always think that i always let opportunities somehow slipped past sometimes when i could have done something and took the first step but due to me being overcautious sometimes....it adversely costs me chances which i would not have a chance to have again...but sometimes its just works around being i rather me the one who is taking in then let the others feel it and be more stress about stuff....

something random: what if i said yes or what if i said no, it does not matter as its far far away sometimes....unable to comprehend these stuff

School, Exams, Chalet Over

2009-03-02T10:15:00.002+08:00

Well, its kinda dusty in my blog here, kinda busy to update, too, as u can see, school life in poly, exams, and chalet are all over for me. Chalet was quite enjoyable though we did hit with some problems which i did not foresee as an organiser but as long as no one's injured guess its an experience to learn. Three days in the chalet passed swiftly, time flies during the process of school life in transision to slacking lifestyle which seems like O levels just ended. Waiting for enlistment letter is always a hassle, should i go work, take up courses, learn driving? Restrictions everywhere. Will make one of the decision soon, so as not to waste my life away stoning at home doing nothing.Gotta pack up my room, to prepare for new lifestyle: ARMY. man sure would i miss the time when i go in , the freedom of going out or just taking a step back slacking at home....well i guess its a process which every guy has to go through....time to start packing....meanwhile take care everyone

Decision...decisions

2009-02-05T09:30:00.002+08:00

There are sure a lot of decisions to be made ...day by day...term by term basis, in front of me currently there are quite a few to be made, one is start mugging damn hard for exams, behind time for some of my modules, dissapointing for myself as i planned to progress much further than this, guess i have to put in much more hard work this few days, maybe burn a few midnite oil? tonite maybe one i guess, no choice, final exams, have make it or break it, gotta push to secure a place at least in a local u before entering NS no matter what...hopefully all goes well i hope...well going to bolwing later with my grp mates, another few hours gone but just needed a clean break from books as well so y not go for a sport activity and chill out...before heading home for the studying again...

Well, sometimes i realised some stuff are just beside but there is no way to acknowledge them due to cicumstances uncetaintity....well guess i should just focus on exams for now ...leave the thinking for the time after exams whereby i could spend the pondering whatever i want somehow....till then...

Wish everyone good luck with exams...more dist and A's ya... =D

3 days of poly left

2009-02-02T01:09:00.001+08:00

Well, final presentation over...haphazard presentation...aint my grp fault but cause the teachers wanna save time ...guess some grps over run their timing...a bit disappointed that we should have been give more time to showcase our hardwork...oh well....since its over should not harp on it and look ahead to my exams....well...gotta get in the groove of working hard again...last sem...gotta niche the 3.5 mark by hook or by crook....

Well...time to sleep, aint sleeping well these days....much on the mind... heard this song...nice song lyrics

如果海會說話　如果風愛上砂
如果　有些想念遺忘在漫長的長假
我會聆聽浪花　讓風吹過頭髮
任記憶裡的愛情在時間潮汐裡喧嘩
非得等春天遠了夏天才近了
我是在回首時終於懂得（也許天氣永遠會那麼熱）
當陽光再次回到那　飄著雨的國境之南
我會試著把那一年的故事　再接下去說完
當陽光再次離開那　太晴朗的國境之南
妳會不會把妳曾帶走的愛　在告別前用微笑全歸還
海很藍　星光燦爛　我仍空著我的臂彎
天很寬　在我獨自唱歌的夜晚
請原諒我的愛　訴說的太緩慢

Till then

Chinese New Year

2009-01-27T17:08:00.002+08:00

Happy CNY to everyone out there...guess my post came a bit late but oh well....went visiting at the on the first day quite late. Went to visit my grandma at tpy then my ah gong at amk after that. Went to Miramar for dinner. Then headed home. Did some work also then went to sleep after that.

Second day started kinda wierd, woke up quite early, my update db prob and proceeded on to doing XML encryption of my xml elements. Have been working on it now, can't seem to get it to work. Well, more hard work is needed for me to do out the XML encryption today. Well, time to burn midnight oil, kinda need to work on the double to make sure that i can complete my work in time for final integration tommorrow.

Back to do the insertion of record to db for my payment. Most prob will blog after presentation this week...Till then...

Glipse of hope

2009-01-22T00:35:00.002+08:00

Did up my paypal today, saw a glipse of hope of scoring better than a just pass grade for my presentation hope all goes well, gotta enhance my two functions as well as probably coming up with my next 2 functions in mind. Do i have the luxury of time i wonder? Could i have done it earlier i wonder? how on earth did i not get in the mood of doing stuff?

Well to me coding is just so eccentric for me....all the best to those who are having quiz etc tmr....gotta wake up early till then...

Tired Tired

2009-01-19T21:56:00.002+08:00

Going school seems a hassle as always and when is lacking on my side, i tend to get relaxed more, more of getting kinda slack somehow not due to i dont want to do it but more of i dun feel and can't take doing it at a stressful time. Just need some feel to start pushing myself up.Want to work even harder for the final 3 to 4 weeks. Need to start from somewhere i guess.

Washed my CNY clothes already, however need to get pants altered as well as get one or two more shirts. The festive season not really there for me, kinda sucky as i have to study and work hard for my project. Case study submissions also around the corner, kinda crap. And seriously i need more sleep somehow. Well enough of my blabbering and complaining, gotta go do up the com skills tasks so that i can prepare in advance. Will just take one step at a time and see how it goes.

Slow start of the day

2009-01-11T17:13:00.003+08:00

Wasted most part of the day stuck at a portion in my project, which makes it more neccessary now to rush more. Gotta consult my teammate on some portion which i am unable to do my stuff properly. Then gonna rush home to continue doing project...crap i can't believe i didnt do anything much this weekend....with 3 quizes left to study and project to complete...i really need to buck up and quicken whatever i am doing.

Well, shant blog so much for now. After completing revision for maybe 2 quizes may come back and update my status.....till then

100th post

2009-01-10T12:22:00.002+08:00

Well, this would be the centruy post for me. Did took me awhile to hit this figures. Basically not a regular blogger. Did blogging since quite awhile ago, but didnt really do much blogging due to study commitments. Well, the year of 2008 was quite smooth sailing for me till study period came. Struggling a bit here and there, really need to pull through, last chance of pushing up GPA. Well, though i dont like to mug hard as often it does not always reap in the rewards as in the perspective of marks/grades. I just have to work harder i guess. There is nothing much to be done, good or bad grades are all due to the amount of hard work put in. Whether be it talent, practice a definite.

Lets see, i really gotta get things moving, firstly do up the payment portion for my project. Have to make sure that it looks more like a payment page instead of a prototype. Work on my steganography, as the main logic is done up already however the controlling of where is it gonna be stored will be another problem. Study for the 3 quizes and btt. Would take quite a miracle to ace through all. Have to try my best.

Hmm, Spring cleaning season now too....a lot of spring cleaning to be done, and i have not much of an intent to really go into it now, with so much on next week, how i wish that cny is in feb. Everything wold turn out much easier. Well, enough of blabbering, somehow work has to be done. Till then....

Busy busy busy

2009-01-08T11:14:00.002+08:00

Well, second day off from school, no classes but a lot to be done, overslept the time i wanted to wake up. Not really a good start for the day but well, with sufficient sleep guess i would be able to work even harder. First to go through all the chapters that are going to be tested for tommorrow quiz at 10 am. Hope that it would be a breeze as that is the only module which i have to really buck up and score better in.

Well, my project did progress somehow in some ways, the major chunk which i was suppose to work on is working, but much fine tuning is left for me to ensure that i can score at least a decent grade. Another problem would be how to link to another person portion would be another hassle. Gotta start on my other portion of my programming of my payment part...havent done much on it yet...hopefully i can do it maybe tmr in school. Since i am in school i might as well just stay and continue doing my project, hopefully i am able to find some place to do my work... free lab maybe?

Thinking back, every project gets me on my nerve, i never had the chance to really relax and breeze through projects as many are capable of doing so. Well sometimes i really think that does a project really need to be done by coding it urself or actually being resourceful enough to get ur sources online and modify them so that it become part of ur project.

Hmm...guess i should really go back to studying for my quizes, till then...

So Much work with so little time

2009-01-06T17:32:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i really wish that there are 48 hours a day as compared to the 24 hours we have daily. In year 3 there is really so little time left, so many quizes, projects and exams coming up, driving basic theory test next week. So 4 major stuff for me next week, i guess i would be quite weared out by then. Sometimes it makes me wonder is it the system or structure that makes the schedule of the year 3 so hectic.....

Week 15 presentation is basically impossible for many groups, its like a reduction of nearly of a month from our normal datelines we have...case studies and stuff all given last min by tutors and submission has to be done by the subsequent week....hmm guess that just life everyone would be having a similar schedule.....

Well, enough of my rambling...gottta really go back to work, not much time left...till then ....

Stressful weeks ahead

2009-01-05T19:00:00.002+08:00

Work work work....this is just what i could think of in the coming weeks, a few days off here and there does not make a difference....stuck at my coding as usual...spent like dunno how many hours trying to do with no avail...this feeling is irritating, effortless measures by some as they were blessed with codes that can be copy and paste whereas i have to recode my own stuff...sometimes it just gets on my nerves...

Oh well, i just have to get used to it as it has been hapening year in and out, i have doing projects in some many different semester in many situations most stuff just happens like that....as so much i feel like giving up, i realize that this is the last change that i can break the barrier which i have set for myself which i guess i have to persevere all the way...not easy road ahead....hope i can make it through....

Good luck to everyone who is having their tests and quizes as well as presentation...hope u all do well for it...meanwhile blog again when i can...

wonder what was running through the mind?

Holidays and 1st Week of School

2009-01-02T20:44:00.002+08:00

It has been a long holiday somehow although it was a short span of just two weeks, to sum up had to attend some family stuff which took up most of the first week, gosh really tiring after need to stay 2 nights overnight.

After that, rushing project and stuff then a flight to hk for a holiday that has been postponed to the second week. Enjoyable one , bought quite a few stuff , had quite a lot of shopping there, visited a lot of places, Chinese style fast food, which seems quite cool, hot plate rice and a cup of milk tea not bad...wanton mee and tim sum as usual and not 4gting the desert and shui ru san...the weather there was not bad, not much of rain and just a slight drizzle on second last day. It was an enjoyable one and would look forward to go back there maybe this year again hopefully...just b4 NS duty starts...

Well week 1 didn't start off as well , nothing much to show for presentation but will work towards it. Then New year day eve and new year had some makan sessions. Today it was quite a breeze had formal presentation and at the same time know the results of my communication skills. Guess it was not bad a score afterall...meanwhile have to buck up on my other modules...gotta score comin up meaning less games movies and slacking....guess have to swap my slacking time maybe to exercise and concentrating on work more....well that's all for now...wish everyone happy new year and a bright year ahead.

Busy days ahead

2008-12-24T20:31:00.001+08:00

Currently am going into the mood of contemplating whether to bring my laptop overseas, there is so much to be done when the first week was kind of occupied unexpectedly. I guess life still has to gone on as always, with work continue to come in no matter what happens in your life.

Well, i have quite a long way till i can complete my project till a relevant breakpoint but i would try my best to do as much as i can ...hopefully all goes well. Sometimes i feel frustrated in coding stuff, as it is quite unbearable to do everything from scratch again especially when u do not have any background knowledge of the language, doing up source codes would take much longer than one could ever imagine somehow or rather....enough of my ranting here, as always i think that actions are always more relevant these days...back to work...

To those out there who are out they slogging on the projects, jiayous ba, meanwhile do take a break and enjoy the christmas festive season also....well

wish everyone

Merry Christmas !!~

Stressful Stressful

2008-12-21T00:36:00.002+08:00

Hmm what went on today, stayed at home as usual, woke up and went on contact HP regarding the servicing of my desktop, wasted much of the morning waiting for someone to pick the damn call up as usual, and in the end the service was quite dissapointing, what they told me they already escalated the matter to the service center and i have to await for the reply. Then i gave up hope on their technical support and decided to call the service center which has a number, as usual have to wait again...zzz...luckily it was a short wait....after that the person on the line told me they would call me back again as the person in charge of desktops is on the line....trusting that they may not call me back i requested for the number , and made several attempts to get the person and await to get more information for my desktop....well looks like i only have like one day left to finish up my coding, kinda going insane, so much stuff to be done with so little time...

Well, monday and tueday there are checkups and guitar concert to care about urgh....then wednesday need to pack stuff etc...gonna have to give the christmas bbq a miss this year, well kind of no choice due to some unforseen circumstances...its getting late i gotta try settle as much validations as possible...till then ....

busy week ahead

2008-12-19T21:34:00.002+08:00

Will be away from Singapore for most of next week thus there are a lot of stuff for me to do, especially the big one would be programming my portions for the presentation that is coming up, this week has been very busy have to help up my cousins to tide over the ordeal. Stayed overnight 2 nights on tuesday and thursday. Went down on the rest of the days too. Really tiring week with project on my mind too, really taxing on myself. Need to get more sleep to recharge myself for the long weekend which i would try to do as much programming as i can. Hopefully i can try to do out some communication skills. Monday and tuesday busy days for me too, gosh insanely busy , wonder how my body can take it.

Well, there is nothing much i could do about making more time or having time mangement as the term break seems to have so much to do and so little time. Just have to push hard and persevere as much as i can...

Another sleepless night

2008-12-19T06:50:00.001+08:00

Have had to keep up and not sleep to help out with the stuff at the funeral today is the final day of it. Currently just have had a shower and am going back there in a short while's time maybe around 9 plus 10 am. Throat is kinda of a bit sore, and have a slight nose block. Man i should catch some 40 winks b4 heading out again, till then will blog again later

19th years old bdae

2008-12-05T14:18:00.001+08:00

Thanks to those who has wished me happy bdae....well time really flies im like 19 years old now, getting old, meaning semester is ending soon, exams nearing too?? well i guess i will have to enjoy the last few months of poly life even more, currently waiting for the hp serviceman to come before heading out for dinner with my family....well nothing much to blog these days. Will blog again soon...

New skin

2008-12-04T22:44:00.002+08:00

This skin kinda looks a bit animated ...buts looks quite bright guess i would temporary leave it as it is for the moment....changing my blog to brighten up more instead of the dull backgrounds that i use to have....well count down 1 hour plus to my bdae.....man getting older, will i get wiser =? haha....well will change the skin when i find a more suitable one...meanwhile will blog again another time....

What a day

2008-11-29T23:49:00.002+08:00

Rushed to fixed my com up...desktop hit with 5 or more blue screens in the morning, no choice had to call HP to come and resolve the issues that i have with my computer...they should be calling me soon at maybe...well went out to EXPO for SITEX show...it was freaking crowded....sian diao...quite disapointing...not much of the technology that i expected there to be, thumbdrives as usual was a steal...cheaper than ever, 4 gb like 14 bucks...external HD also very cheap....250 gb at 109 plus 4gb thumbdrive...well didnt get any stuff...oh well...guess that sums up my day today...

Stressful weeks ahead

2008-11-23T01:28:00.002+08:00

There seems so much to be done with so little time on had, Friday quiz didnt went as well as i expected, could have studied even harder and scored better.....oh well have to score in the other portions of the module now....

What i did today, woke up bused to Bishan as usual had a walk to tpy as the stadium was closed, headed to the fav haunt after jogging to tpy market. Had the usual fish soup b4 heading home directly taking 105. Did the the usual housework and it was like 5 plus when i finished the housework, played Beach soccer on com, not a bad game, then after that played some online games, kinda wasted my whole day doing not much studying besides doing up the tutorial 4 of Network work security.

What is on the list for me this week, 2 quizes on thurdsy, back to back i guess, damn it is so gonna be tiring on wednesday for me. Formal wear on Friday for com skills interview questions. Hope all goes well on thursday and Friday. Project is gonna be hectic this semester, looking at the rate of my grp progressing, it certainly worries me a bit. Maybe it is just the difference in styles? hmm...aware that some grps are already in the coding stage while we are going into SRS portion.

Meanwhile those who are stress and doing their projects now, jiayous 2 more weeks and the term break would be here for a breather. I seriously need to relax somehow, minds clogged up with so much stuff, cant concentrate on stuff properly these days....

Well, guess i shall go sleep hopefully not falling into deep thoughts instead...

Neck pain

2008-11-18T21:57:00.002+08:00

Woke up late this morning, cabbed down to school, stiff neck worsened, it was terrible when it came to afternoon, had a nap as i was not able to concentrate on doing my revision, hurts quite badly. It still hurts after taking the nap, damn...pasted some chinese plaster on it, hopefully it helps.

This is bad doing last min revision =.= although i do my tutorials alwasys but didnt expect in the end I have to squeeze everything in my brain last min again. Hopefully all goes well tmr, oh well guess it is time to go back to my studying and revision...till then

Busy week ahead

2008-11-18T00:17:00.002+08:00

It is really a busy week that it would be this week with three upcoming quizes i cant help to think how am i going to fare for my quizes. 2 MCQ quizes and a fill in the blank quiz hopefully it would not spring any suprises for me. Pretty slack weekend and yesterday it was also slack for me. The only thing that i did to prepare for the quizes were preparing the tutorials questions that were gone through with the tutorial teacher and retype it out so that i can have a fast guide.

Printed the 2 modules out so that i can bring it to revise tmr. IT 3110 its like less 48 hours. Really have to start mugging for it otherwise i would not be able to have a good start for my IS specilisation. Hopefully with me completing and doing any tutorial beforehand would help me in my quiz.

Well, it feels awkward these days, just hanging around school for lessons then have lunch and back to home sweet home. Life's pretty boring for me these days. Studying, Project, Gaming sometimes...sounds a bit like a no lifer i guess...oh well, guess that is just what to do...mug mug mug...

Enough of me explaining of what i have done...back to mug tutorials of IT 3110, guess will have to leave the lectures for tmr hahaha...

Till then....

Dropping By

2008-11-16T12:00:00.002+08:00

Just changed the blog song, gotta, go back study, will blog more again later....

Early Morning blogging

2008-11-11T07:48:00.002+08:00

Woke up about 7 in the morning, wasnt feeling that great last night, guess had some flu yesterday. Took med am feeling somewhat a bit better now, its napfa test later at 5.30 pm. I guess i would not be able to give it my all as i am not in the condition that i hope to be in somehow. Gotta retake somehow another time i guess.

These few days past quite quickly , headed down to sim lim to buy ink and some other accessories while the others who went bought HDs. Headed home to fix up the printer as my dad need to print up some stuff. Went down to bishan next, it was about 8 when i reached, didnt want to go to library, headed to a stool at J8 to do my tutorial , it was kinda hard to concentrate somehow with the amount of noise at a shopping centre as usual . But of course all turn out fine, finished my tutorial as well as 1 or 2 chapters of advance reading to the lectures in a short span of time is certainly not a bad way to start of with.

Had dinner with the usual and headed home. During the course of the whole day, did some reflections on stuff that were happening day by day to me or around me. Guess its just me, staring into blank and just thinking sometimes.

Time to prepare to go to school, till then...blog again later

Long week it has been

2008-11-06T22:00:00.002+08:00

This week passed rather fast somehow, probably due to the amount of time spent doing presentation, and preparing for it as well as doing up the project proposal etc....

Presentation went off quite well for the core project module, i am having com skills presentation later. Hopefully this would turn out well. Did some preperation for the slides, wasn't really in the mood into doing it as the change that i listed down was just one of the normal changes in life that one has to accept always....

Hmm talking about what i have been doing these few days, Tuesday i went to jog at Serangoon stadium, met XX only as IZ didnt turn up as he was not feeling well...ran six rounds....had stiches coming the 5 round which kinda terrible as i thought i could speed up in the sixth round. Oh well, went off to have tau huay after the run.

Then came Wednesday, presentation day, we were the last group to present, am glad that we were different and more creative than the other teams as most of them did something which were either too costly or are actually in the market already. After presentation, there was the NE trip , went to NEW water plant. Was not really interesting as explaination was done to educate visitors on how the new water is being created. But i suppose i knew the process quite long ago so didnt pay much attention. Our class had some pictures taken during the trip. Reached home quite early that day suprisingly as NE trips usually ends quite late.

Came thursday, had tutorials and went home. Did the laundary and finish up season 1 of Mobile Suit Gundam 00. Not bad an anime. can consider watching if u r an anime fan. Went for a run at the park in the late evening, had dinner at 8 plus before watching some tv. Did some touching up of the powerpoint slides and here am i now blogging here.

Gotta practice presentation soon i guess....hope all goes well tmr....till then

At Google Convention

2008-10-28T19:35:00.002+08:00

Basically the convention didnt have much to learn, did learnt bits and pieces from different companies such as Friendster, Google, Hi 5 etc....

Man its gonna be so late after the event when i reach home later, hopefully it will end earlier than expected. Gotta continue to do up project proposal tmr. Blog again later...

Google Convention Day

2008-10-28T10:32:00.002+08:00

Today is quite a relaxing day, basically all the lessons are E Learning which i have went through during the weekend. Left my house for school at about 9 plus going to 10, reached around 10 plus. Went to the discussion room and here am I here sitting here and blogging.

I am really wondering what would the convention be like at SMU later. A large conference hall which can contain a lot of ppl? It seems like the waiting list is like 100 plus.... hmm looks like it is quite a popular event among the developers in SG. Hope that i am able to grasp more technology about google and maybe implement into my projects ahead...

Looks like i have to go brush up my programming skills now while i still have some time...

Long weekend of work

2008-10-27T15:34:00.002+08:00

Did IT 3110 E quiz just now, it was a relatively easy one after doing the tutorial 2 and 3 last nite. Its hard to imagine that i actually spent my long weekend mugging and studying for most of the time.

What i did:

- E Practical for IT 3113
- Conversion of all my tutorials that were discussed into soft copy as the ones i wrote down are all scribbled down
- Doing E Quiz
- Com Skills ppt slides draft (have a week to make it better)
- IT 3110 Tutorial 2 and 3

hmm lets see what i am short of doing this week's tutorial for IT 3111, IT 3112, IT3113. Most likely i will get it done in 2 hours hopefully. Tmr is google convention hope it turns out well for me somehow ya. Back to mugging, really unusual of me to do so sometimes. will blog again after im done with it.

Another day of mystery

2008-10-26T16:38:00.002+08:00

Somehow i was determined enough to do several stuff, weekend breezed past as fast as it came.... did housework in the morning till afternoon, then went out for a jog with the usual few...went arcade and had "tea" before jogging as they just ended their project....

Throat was sore and seems like sinus caused it again, man it caused me not to be able to jog properly..need to get well to continue my exercise regiment...the day ended with a match of dota with ais.

Sunday, woke up watched some anime, then did up a draft version of change management for com skills. Lazed around doing nothing much while reflecting on certain stuff that i need to resolve or shelve away into the back of my brain somehow....oh well i guess i shall go back to review tutorial and practical , short term reliver for being stressed up with so many things to do with so little time

Another Rainy Day

2008-10-23T00:41:00.002+08:00

Weather: Rainy and Moderately cold

Class as usual and left school bout 3 plus for home after NE Lecture. Nothing much on these days. Life has become a cycle for me doing work the whole day.. i seriously need some rest.

Went to guitar just now reached home about midnite, shacked like crazy now, just had a bath, luckily i completed my tutorials already. Now i have 2 probs which kinda suck since its like week 2. Apparently i am in charge of organising GC now, which kinda wierd, i am seriously not of the top of the posting in GC commitee why choose me of all ppl wierd huh. I have like 2 VPs in GC what are they doing to the extent that i have to intervene and take over.

2nd prob, i cant think properly for project ideas, cant seem to squeeze some creative ideas for project. Security is definitely alien for me the time being, man im tired, gonna sleep soon.. till then ...

rainy day

2008-10-19T17:13:00.002+08:00

Weather: Downcast and Rainy

Lets start from Friday, went home after school and "tabaoed" lunch home to eat. Left house to head down to Red Dynasty Khatib paintball area. The rest arrived slightly late and we proceeded on the briefing on how to use the equipments. After briefing the real test began. It was quite an adrenaline rush the game. it is a fast game which which requires wits and teamwork. The second round was slightly better as i managed to aim better. The wind played a factor in the shooting as compared to real guns, paintballs actually are affected by the wind somehow. Had dinner and took bus 853 home.

Saturday came and went as fast, did housework the whole day i guess, mopped floor, sweep floor and doing laundry. Went to YCK sakura after that for dinner more for my cousin 21st bdae. Was kind of unlucky to a certain extent, someone spilled a cup of drink at the back of me. Luckily it splashed at the back of my leg and slippers only. Went home after that. Dotaed and majonged at home as they were short of a person.

Sunday came, woke up late had brunched and the day continued. I proceeded to do some work. Dont really look forward to going to school tmr. Back to usual lifestyle of having lunch and break wanderlessly around. Its kind of awkward i guess.

I didnt went to run both days as i wanted, today it was basically pouring the whole day. Leg injury seemed to be acting up for don't know what reason. HOpefully it gets better than i can go back to training.

Kind of trying to get inspired to do something, maybe i should just go get somework done. Those tutorials etc. Lets see how it goes.

我放慢了步調感覺像是盒資料

Thoughts

2008-10-18T01:08:00.002+08:00

Just feel wierd, dunno why...lost maybe...felt like blogging awhile ago...maybe will gather my thoughts again somehow...

First day of the semester

2008-10-14T07:30:00.002+08:00

First day didnt start out as well as i wanted i guess. First lesson project period, urgh, hated that to come. Being the only 08 member in that class kinda makes life difficult for me. Though i do have some aquaintance in the class none of them i really know. Therefore, i have had to take step forward and ask around. It took be like three attempts to join a group. The OPP group from period 1 formed a group with a world skills guy, then the beijing group stuck together there left me dangling around.

So what i did was to analyse my surroundings, trying to filter out those groups that have better prospects. I actually figured out who are the ones that have potential that i can work with therefore i decided to join in a three man team which consists of 2 guys from the mashup competition from fyp and another guy who worked security throughout first semester. Renjun also joined the group which makes the team full. The day ended with me kind of pretty much alone the whole day during both breaks. Lunched at South canteen before joining the other 0608 at Koufu after they were released early. Went off at about noon to head for classes. Then again i stoned for like an hour before the next lesson.

The last class was quite interesting though without notes it kind of make stuff tougher but oh well guess its just the first week. Received smses asking me to go back to GC to help. I am considering to help with the planning as mentioned by them. Wonder how is the situation now. So many VPs around should be alrite i guess.

Well i think this semester maybe quite mental testing for me as basically it is like being in a year 1 class again. Sort of not able to fall back on any friends if i missed out on any parts during lectures of tutorials. Will see how it goes in the coming weeks. There are a lot of checkpoints in betweeen so i think this semester project may just require to push a bit. Well i guess i am going back to read up on Python since class starts late today. Although i could have gone school early to visit the library, i guess i would just research online then. Till then will blog again

2 days back to school

2008-10-11T21:26:00.002+08:00

Had a run with the usual beside bishan canal, met up at mrt with ryan and kel at mrt and xx at the stadium. We ran till the end of the canal as usual then to the hawker centre to have our usual fish soup.

I forgotten when but there was one time when jogging certain thoughts went through my mind, cant rmb exactly what but guess running helps to destress a bit.

What i did today, after the run housework, learning Python language somehow i needed to have some basic knowledge of it before 28 oct for the Google convention. Really wonder what is going to happen as i proceed on to the new semester. New classmates basically new grouping for me , no one is in the same track as me. Hopefully all goes well.

Listening to Mi Lu Bing album hopefully it would be good.

Time to go back to read some Python notes. Will Blog again.

A day without having to go to work

2008-10-08T16:45:00.003+08:00

Had been looking forward to this day to come, waking up slightly later than usual, no need to wake up early and rush out to work...

I probably stoned the whole day, spent the whole day at home, took a nap in the afternoon, probably needed to rest quite a lot, havent been taking long breaks without doing anything or worrying about anything since like maybe 5 months ago.

Indeed it is quite true that it does feels a bit empty when not going to work. With the stress levels there at client side certainly makes life tougher. While taking a nap as usual several stuff went through mind, reflecting on what is going on for the 5 months, how did it changed my life.

Stating from like maybe the starting of Semester 1, when i first entered the lecture hall, looking at my name on the screen, solo poject. Mashup Using Web Ontology, i did not even have any idea what was i going to do. Much discipline needed to do stuff alone, and of course it is much more stressful than usual as i have to do everything myself without having anyone that can guide me through the journey of FYP. Not forgetting the preparation that i have to go through to plan my OPP trip which was also quite a hassle. I also had to push to get good rates for air tickets and insurance.

However it all came to a halt when i was about to go off. The Sichuan earthquake had occured and there our trip was cancelled from then. It was a disappointing moment for me although i had did my best to try to go to another location even for like a month. My attempt failed which kind of terrible. I had given up my chance to go Suzhou or Beijing with my classmates to go to Chengdu. And also going through the interviews and meeting of directors to manage to grab a spot in the Period 2 team. Guess life is just like that, sometimes one does not get what he reall hopes in life.

After that here comes the splash awards, went to help out the competition event, was quite nice to know some ppl there. Learnt a bit more about the industry slighty and what those SIM students learnt. Also learnt more about the Mashup technology.

After that specific saturday, wrapping up of my project, it was quite fufilling for myself as i managed to complete a wiki with partial information on plugins. Managed to come out the basic features of the plugin of the Mashup Creator.

Attachment was then next on the list. My OPP teacher broke the news that we are all doing local attachment instead which i kind of expected. So the attachement went on just like that.

Had attachment for about 3 months. It certainly had its ups and downs. Late nights trying to rush out project tasks assigned to me. Test cases and testing at the later parts certainly took a toll out of me. Although i dont sleep so early, i do not work that late at night when not neccessary. I had clocked like abouty 200++ OT throughout my attachment which seems incredibly high.

My team was quite great although it seems stressful everytime when i am client side. I was based at client side for about a month. Closing issues with client is certainly tring and stressful. It is necessary to be tactful in whatever u tell the client. I have had to ensure that the system was bug free then i can close the issues otherwise i would risk opening much more issues than closing a issues.

Chalet and going to batam after that was a bonus. Going night cycling and going to batam Holiday inn.

Oh well what a journey it was. Back to school next week would be more challenges for me. Going into a class that i do not know anyone would certainly be tough. These thoughts certainly made me think back the choice i made were correct.

Some thoughts i had been thinking, if i had went to college instead of overseas attachment, how would everything turned out...would i have been just the person i am now? Did i make a wrong choice of going into IS instead of Finanacial although i had been given a second choice to repick my specialisation? Would i have been happier doing the stuff than i am doing now?

Regrets or happiness, personally it just a thin line across. Although deep down sometime it feels crushed for cetain reasons.

心里不干心，但一切有时候太迟了，我会默默的支持你，因为你开心就好

Nice Song from Mama Mia OST

2008-10-02T20:11:00.002+08:00

Thought i would like to share this song lyrics:

I can still recall
Our last summer
I still see it all
Walks along the Seine
Laughing in the rain
Our last summer
Memories that remain

We made our way along the river
And we sat down in the grass by the Eiffel tower
I was so happy we had met
It was the age of no regret
Oh, yes
Those crazy years
That was the time of the flower-power
But underneath
We had a fear of flying
Of growing old
A fear of slowly dying
We took our chance
Like we were dancing our last dance

I can still recall
Our last summer
I still see it all

In the tourist jam

Round the Notre Dame

Our last summer
Walking hand in hand

Paris restaurants

Our last summer

Morning croissants

Living for the day
Worries far away
Our last summer
We could laugh and play

And now you're working in a bank
The family man, a football fan
And your name is Harry
How dull it seems
Yet, you were the hero of my dreams

I can still recall
Our last summer
I still see it all
Walks along the Seine
Laughing in the rain
Our last summer
Memories that remain

After Chalet

2008-10-01T20:19:00.004+08:00

Its been a good chalet, everything falled into place as i kind of planned and organised it out. As the main organiser, would like thanks everyone who helped to make this chalet a successful one.

Let me share some of what was done during the chalet:

First Day
Arranged for everyone to meet at Serangoon interchange at 1 pm. Reached the interchange and met MC, YM and IZ. The rest which includes YX, Samantha,XX and Ryan. We bought drinks, tidbits and took cabs down to Costa Sands Pasir Ris. Arrived for check in at 2.30 pm, got the room key and went ahead to open the door after some routines. Placed bags upstairs and went ahead to clean the floor and matteress. After that we headed out to explore Pasir Ris, went to EHub to grab some snacks, was starving then cause did not have lunch before that...we went to rent bikes after that, quite a good weather to cycle as it was pouring throughout the whole day till around 5.30pm, after that there was not any rain.

Luckily there was not any rain, and the cycling trip to get dinner and towards changi village was also quite smooth with no one injured or having any major falls. Firstly we went ahead to cycle out for dinner at the coffee shop then cycling around the estates. Headed back and had rest while waiting for the next batch of ppl which includes XH, SH and Esther. YM and I headed out to pick them up at Cheers while hunting for Insecticide. There were so many cockroaches around when we headed back , so having and insecticide would be much better. At 12.30 am we headed out to changi village. It was about 4 to 5 hours trip back and forth with breaks in between. Lightsticks served their purpose quite well i guess able to see each other positions in the night.

Second Day
Took a bath about 8 plus to 9. Then proceeded on to have breakfast while some went to sleep. Got the bbq pit from the cafeteria. We bought frozen food and drinks and etc for the nights bbq. Some stayed in the chalet to rest. After going back, cleared the table and rubbish as there were quite a lot of ants around. Skewered the hotdogs, sotong and prawns. Prepared the pit and fire and everything continued on from there. Cooking was done in shifts, and more headed down after work and school. There was a bdae celebration for oct babies with them recieving their own presents. BBQed till bout 3 am. Everyone went to sleep about 3 plus to 4 i guess. Then we all proceeded on the sleep.

Third Day

For me, i cant get to sleep, seems like the aircon is quite cold should have brought my jacket. Spent quite some time staring into the ceiling while alarms for HPs start to ring. Went ahead to look at the sunrise..then everyone stoned till check out... Managed to cleared and clean up some utensils while some took a rest... Had cup noodles as breakfast after walking to look at the sunrise..XH and IZ had brunch as some of us took a drink....after that we went to take bus at our usual 53 bus stop.

So three days just ended...it was really an enjoyable experience for me...Had much fun during the chalet...hope there would be a next one soon.

I did my laundry and my house laundry at the same time so that the clothes wont stink. Went to buy lunch for my lunch while my washing machine did the rest of the washing, had beancurd and rice balls for lunch. After having dinner and hanging up clothing, it was like 4 pm or even later. Had a bath and took a nap till bout 7.

Here am i blogging now...chalet was another point that i did took some point to reflect on some stuff. For me, i guess some stuff are just meant to be this way. Time to take a step back and stop dreaming i guess.

对我来说最重要的是你开心就好，我就开心了

Insomnia?

2008-09-29T11:26:00.002+08:00

lets see what ive done during the weekend, went to catch mama mia with family, had dinner at boon keng restaurant b4 that...Saturday went for a jog with the usual few,and went out to get some stuff with classmates, havent been sleeping well then.

Sunday, stayed at home, did housework, went to settle chalet stuff, checking out stuff, buying items, calculating stuff also. another day went by just like that...as usual was not feeling myself somehow

Here it is chalet day, took about 20 Min's or lesser to pack everything, think i packed a bit too much but couldn't be bothered to take out the extra clothes...kept just in case need to change more clothes.

Time to leave at about 12.45 or 1...guess i would arrive the first one..didn't sleep as much as i thought i would...here am i stoning in front of the computer as usual

Just some thoughts, when ur life seems to be black and white suddenly how would it be brightened...when living a life in deception and expecting oneself to be happy is really tough really tough, guess getting out of it is hard too...currently i just need a break somewhere quit and peaceful...maybe i would stone somehow somewhere near a beach one of the days after i stopped worked...admiring mother nature and appreciating, hopefully it helps...

Sometimes, life is like that u gain some u lose some, the proportion is never the same....take me as a example sometimes, scoring good grades certainly give oneself a boost of confidence however at the expense that i am unable to enjoy certain stuff which i may have looked forward in my life...oh well since i am kind of solo next semester, does not make much a difference...maybe this is a test of how i am able to take pressure and do well..

Meanwhile those having holidays enjoy!

担心你？还是关心你？两个都是？我也不懂。

Last Week going to work?

2008-09-21T20:14:00.002+08:00

It has been nearly 20 weeks soon at SCS. Indeed it is a really long time, which i would not have expected to stay so long, most prob going to plan on the 6th or 7th to end my job stint, this journey has been fruitful yet tiring. Many things happen during the course of these weeks there. I seriously need a break from working and just feel like stoning at home.

What i was doing this morning, basically was not able to catch much sleep, was wondering of some thoughts which was bothering me basically from dunno when. Had about 5 hours of sleep though it was weekend, was unable to go back to sleep after waking up about 8 am. After that, i checked my office mails and drafted my dates to complete my job stint. Had a game of dota after that and went on to do housework. After finishing up my ironing of my shirts, had my dinner and here am i blogging here now.

Chalet coming, hmm wonder how will it turn out, seems like i would be the organiser this round.. hopefully all goes well. Gonna sent out the mail i drafted out...blog agian then...

生命就是这样的..尽力就好..你开心就好

after a long day out

2008-09-20T21:06:00.002+08:00

Weather: Hotter and more humid

Had bball in the morning till bout noon, bought mos burger and lunch home for my family, then left house to meet classmates to discuss bbq stuff. Went arcade then after that dinner and now am here blogging.

Just wondering some stuff just dont change in life do they, sometimes u gain some, sometimes u lose some. Much stuff running through my mind, whether be it work, family or perspective of how i led my life....lets just say memories of happy stuff are always good to remember but just some stuff cant be forgotten so easily... i guess everyone will face it...

What will i be doing in the future? What choice or chances i have missed in life? Could i have done better? Could i have done worst if time can be turned back for me..i guess none of this can be answered. Best Options would be to move on. Bad experience are just a turning points of life sometimes.

Well, personally there are some experience who have finetuned individual personality into someone strong whether be it to take stress and critisim. Thoughts just flowing through my mine just like unzipping an archive file which has been hidden long ago or suppressed.

Should do fine, for at least i manage to figure bits and pieces of my life as i grow older, probably sometimes too mature to a certain level when i was young. Apreciating life in a different level sometimes.

Shant bore you all with my "prophesy" of my life...blog again then...

Last stretch of studying

2008-09-18T22:32:00.002+08:00

Weather: Hot and Humid

Currently feeling tired, so much to be done with so little time..oh well guess life just seem to revolve between working, studying and sleep these days. Everytime going to work seems so routine and tiring.

Currently suppose to be studying, but cant seem to get into the mood to study, not really a good situation to be as i am suppose to mugging hard to ensure that a pass for tmr exam. However I am unable to be able to concentrate... most likely it could be due to me being very tired and not having enough sleep everyday...really need a break... cant "crack" before school starts....require a lot memory work stuff...most likely would start going through mock exam papers that were given to me and also the mock questions which i have extracted from the pdf after going through the notes all over once again to ensure that the information gets into my brain. Gonna sleep about midnight and wake up about 8 am. Sufficient sleep and a last round of mock exam question browsing through b4 going to exam. Seem to be useful for me at least. Well, its like 10.30 with much to be done...

Back to study...looking forward to chalet...blog again soon...till then..

in the midst of Studying

2008-09-16T22:59:00.003+08:00

Weather: Hot and Humid

Time flies...holidays seems so short...guess having a lot of work and studying does kill time...gt my results yesterday ...turn out not bad...the only minus point was i had to wait like close to 2 hours to see my results...otherwise all turn out fine..

Reached office about 9, was very tired thus overslept around 10 to 15 mins...work was quite hectic had another perm staff coming in...placed under my colleague as i have too much to handle thus i am the second point of contact which is good as it takes the load off me..left about 630 today had to go make a trip to SGH...shall not go into further details...

hmm currently am going to go back to study, tired but need to persevere as its just a few more days of work before going on a week break. Sourced for some guides and sample questions hopefully it helps. Alrite back to study, will blog again..till then...

Tiring Work days

2008-09-15T23:46:00.004+08:00

Weather: Cooling

These holidays certainly is very tiring as compared the normal holidays that i have during my poly and sec school days...much too be said...currently awaiting for the release of the results...hopefully would be something gd...need to score well to get gd gpa....oh well...i really hope everyone scores too..would want everyone to do well and be happy...

These days been quite dull working and working, not relaxing is certainly taking a toll out of me..hmm nothing much could say...but just wanna say take care everyone...

Let Nature Take its course....

Back to work after 4 days of course

2008-09-12T12:14:00.004+08:00

Work would be getting tougher and tougher as these few weeks will pass by. UAT 2 starting and the system must be bug free which seems to an impossible task. With so many codes and not strong version control, really this would results in a lot of codes to crack somewhere, hopefully it would be that bad...

Well some stuff on my mind...stuff to consider a times...worrying at moement, oh well blog more later...

21 Days since i started my temp job

2008-09-07T19:11:00.002+08:00

Weather: Sunny and Cloudy

Stayed at home the whole weekend, didnt do much, gt the gc forum up through the wiki i am building on, then helped out with the housework. Research online to solve some software prob, its up and working fine now which is good...hmm went out finally for a jog at the park, cleared about 3 + km and walked bout less than 1 km. Not a bad way to destress too....

Tmr going back to school for the IBM Rational Course after like 4 months, it's gonna be a bit wierd, going to work everytime and finally back to the labs, hopefully able to concentrate more. Hmm...gonna have to work hard, gotta reach that mark i set before.

The days since attachment made working a hassle, these few days, work till stoned, wake up and zombieing to the mrt. Hmm plus the making choices a different juncture made me to think twice always though i know that both will have good and bad. E.g. would be the chance to change specilisation...oh well...guess life is just full of choice and chances just that every decision comes with a price, its how you interpret it...time to have dinner..blog agian soon..till then

17th Day at Temp Job

2008-09-03T22:30:00.002+08:00

Weather: Rainy and Cold

Today was quite busy at work settling and liasing on the server stuff took up whole morning to afternoon, tiring. Had lunch at abt 1 pm. By that time , was quite tired le.

During lunch received and unexpected call from nyp, SS called. Here it goes " Do you want to change ur specialisation to Finance, i have a place for you." It got me thinking before i said no. It was kind of hard as at least at Finance would probably have more frens and help as majority everyone is there. However since i made my mind quite long ago, i guess i just have to stick to what i chose first. Regrets would i have, would not i guess hopefully. Hope that all goes well.

Went back to work, patching and checking data took up the rest of the day. It was quite a rush to do such stuff in such short time. Had dinner outside and went home. I am typing here with a slight headache, hmm prob not enough sleep. Missing a good rest since a long time. Indeed it is a long time from year 2 sem 2 when i had my proper break. Need to work later to check the data. Hopefully all goes well, i can go and sleep earlier too. Sometimes i just think everything seems to be bottled in oneself, but taking a break and a step back would be better for me.

Chalet coming soon, would need to take off. Luckily next week on course, probably can rest more. Till then.. will blog again...

13th Day on Temp Job

2008-08-30T23:16:00.002+08:00

Went back to Whitley Secondary School for Teachers day with Rav,kenrick,jeff and pang ngee, really it was amazing to have such a new campus for student, the facilities are basically very good, imagine an indoor gymnasium and indoor basketball court, that was like the dream school that most of us wish to have during our secondary school days. We went up to the class that most of our memories are left at...the class of 4E2. The days sittting in class studying and writing on the board were really fond memories. MEt our form teacher Ms Tan, saw the performances seems like the students now are more energic and enthu which is gd =) ...and of course some stuff dont change i guess, the toilet stink of smoke and tissue paper at the top of the ceiling in the toilet the same old sights..

Many teachers have left since we were one students at WSS, some went on tho better schools, ST Joseph International, Cedar Girls, Anglo Chinese International. After that we had lunch at Crazy Angmoh at Hawker way, its just like another Botak Jones competitor, food was nt bad , but personal preference would definitely be botak jones. Bought a packet drink at the stall there, it led me to remember the times that i bought these drink from there always after school or CCA. Fond memories we had in sec school will never leave us.

Took a train ride back to Buona Vista, long joruney indeed. Bought green apple juice and a bottle of mineral water, saw some collegues lunching at the cafeteria will buying my drinks. Continued to work till about 7.15 . Headed down to Suntec with WK a Standley to see if there are any stuff, nth catched my eye though. Reached home about 10 pm and slept bout midnite. Tiring day it was really traveling to several places.

Till then , will blog again.

5th Day of Temp job

2008-08-22T11:50:00.002+08:00

Lunch time blogging currently...morning as usual i left home about close to 8 , reached about 9, it has became a daily routine for me these days, from the morning to night, wake up, go work, reach home, work , sleep and the routine repeats. Didnt sleep well for past few days as well, dues to certain issues that i am do reflect upon myself everyday during the long mrt journeys to work, maybe being overtired was another cause of me not sleeping as well.

It's like 6 hours b4 i cna go home, looking forward to get off from work on the dot and not OT today. Gotta go out and relax myself, some catching up to do with the class later in the evening if they respond to me, most prob will bball with MC and the rest tmr. Lets see how the response would be for both occasion.

back to work b4 going for lunch....just have that wierd feeling in me that just something is missing somewhere or another....oh well....nth much i guess...prob due to overtiredness?

4th Day at temp job

2008-08-21T23:55:00.003+08:00

One of my colleagues came down to MOE to visit us, she is currently working part time, so would be working with her on the training materials and test cases matter sometimes bah...4th day of work was a hassle to go to work as usual, left home not that early reached about 8.45.

The day started out quite hectic, morning deployment was a disaster...with null pointer and blank screen...had to sent emails and test application for afternoon deployment....then came afternoon, had lunch at MOE canteen, food not bad....then da bao tea to workroom to continue working....had many tasks on hand...was doing till 8 pm , was the last one to leave the room at MOE, by the time i left MOE was quite deserted already with not many ppl around besides the guard. Took mrt back, many thoughts ran through my mind through the trips these days, reflecting on different issues...the cause and effect....

Mentally and physically tired at the moment , time to work now...hope eveyone out there doing fine for holidays....

3rd Day at Temp Job

2008-08-20T19:37:00.003+08:00

Weather: Gloomy as it is night outside

The job is getting as dreadful as it can get....sometimes i think the OT money is just not worth the time..... currently waiting for MR team to deploy the application to the UAT environment, i have been waiting for the past like lets say 30 mins to 45 mins....damn i could be like home enjoying my basketball game....just nice ....7.50 game start....now im stuck here in this place....rotting...o well i should really consider my options...i want a pay rise...waiting aimlessly or doing work that does not deserve the pay is seriously not i want to do....

Oh well....back to what i am doing in the afternoon, doing the usual stuff, had lunch about 1 plus at the canteen in MOE, food still ok...but not that great....had chai fan....then had quite a number of issues to log down and update the status of it....really boring it was...sometimes i really thing doing these stuff really makes a person have no life....stuck in the same place for like 12 hours a days....doing stuff which does not worth an $8 per hour pay.....zzzzz....the thought of it pisses me off sometimes....and i havent get back my 180 hours of OT. Oh well, now i received a call saying i can go back now...time to go liaoz...blog more later....

2nd day at Temp Job

2008-08-19T23:50:00.004+08:00

Weather: Windy

Today was the same, as busy as usual, kenna scolded by for dunno what reason...kinda stun at the moment as i didnt face the specific issue when i did my testing but when it ran on UAT the user faced the problem. Guess its just like that working life, getting scolding from ur bosses around is really common. Picking up phones, answering user call, log down errors, send email etc, these issues sometimes seems easy but really time consuming at boring most of the time. It does get quite messy when the users send emails and the replies from every different source, tracing chain mails of different replies and updating the latest and better response really is a "painful" task.

Oh well, before i embark on my IPP journey, i was so looking forward to the end of my attachment as finally i am able to get my long awaited rest after a year, but well, it seems different, i am like working now....gottta get more rest ...zombieing everyday is really pathetic....hopefully i am able to find a niche area of work whereby i can work while enjoying....maybe in the future where web 2.0 exists...

1st day of temp job work

2008-08-19T01:00:00.001+08:00

Weather: Rainy

Back to MOE to work, it is the first day of work for me after attachment, a holiday job u would call it....worked till around 1 am...very tiring....sending mails, picking up calls, logging down bugs, solving issues...rushing ppl to fix bugs.

Guess it would be a good working experience instead of staying at home to play computers and stuff, however at the expense of not able to recharge for the new semester. Maybe would take breaks here and there as i am also going for Rational certification on the 8 of September. Guess would take some time to take some breaks in betweeen though it is a whole day course.....gotta sleep le ....nites

Working in the afternoon

2008-08-04T15:03:00.003+08:00

Weather: Sunny

These few days the weather is quite very hot, drinking a lot of water these days to quench my thirst. Am currently waiting for my customer to come back for me to close cases, am sitting at his desk now.....these 2 weeks have been stressful for me, i am required to close many cases a day but due to the bugs fixed would result in other errors, it requires me to thoroughly test through all the functions before i am able to start closing cases. At the same time, i have to rush out my report and presentation , report dateline would be this fri so that my OIC has about a week to look through my report. Presentation wise would be less tedious i guess, most probably i would include bits and pieces of my reports to present guess that would be sufficient enough.

Besides talking a bout work , i had managed to go for a bball session with MC, Ryan, XH and IZ. Was quite fun played till about noon. Went to arcade a while before heading home. Went to cut hair yesterday and had my dinner when i went home. Food was quite good.

Looks like my client coming back le, will update more again later....meanwhile everyone take care and JY for the end of semester!

Work Work

2008-07-21T00:47:00.002+08:00

Its week 9 like now.....been a long long journey for me since day 1 in IPP, the past 2 weeks have been hectic....things starting to slow down now.....hopefully all stay the same....getting sick of the working environment....constant stuff to do with insufficient manpower.

Have been starting on coding which don't really seem to be that tough at the moment hope it really stays this way....but going over MOE like pretty soon ...which actually means more work to be done....damn....i hope that it wont come to haunt my weekends again....spent like nearly 24 hours of my weekend doing work like 2 weeks ago...which is quite no life for a 550 bucks allowance IA....totally bo hua....IA should go home at 6 on the dot with no worries as eveything can be done the next day....well i guess it is different

There have been constant stuff that are rummaging through my brain constantly...whether on work family etc....couldnt sleep that well these days....guess the stress from work and expectations of myself constantly haunts me to make myself even better and better.....something prodded me to think of smth which i shelved it into archival in my brain for a long time...well...im like taking work as a remedy sometimes....oh well...life still goes on for me no matter what....

To any one there is reading out there which i think are few....take care and gd nite!

IA Attachment

2008-06-26T00:46:00.002+08:00

Its going to be a month and 1 week into the attachment. Hmm recollecting back to the first day i joined SCS, it was at Jurong Synergy. Had many friends day...looking forward to having lunch and taking bus to work and home was a daily routine. Had been having OT since the first week then as it proceeds on.

On to the following weeks till today, it was really tiring having to do OT everyday at the expense of not sleeping enough is really tiring , furthermore being pressed for deadlines due to the critical stage of the project is really stressful but oh well guess that really the IT life. I am working like a IT personel in SCS now , given more responsibilities as well as knowing more people and most importantly know more about the industry and how is it like. But stressful as it is, it seems like having accomplish any particular assignment to me is realy satisfying though had to have naggings from my mum sometimes...haha which can be fustrating but guess parents all worry for their children with me basicallly going home so late everyday especially today ...i reached home 12 plus gt on the cab like midnite....

Hmm looking forward to UAT 1 to clear and then i would be left with 2 months to the end of my internship and start of my job stint stilll. Hopefully i cn command a better pay. Who knows maybe one day i would be working there again. Have to know more people in case i am interested in going back there to work.

Really look forward to going home early later like maybe 9 pm on the dot ...go home , bath and pig through till friday then after that on friday leave at 6 meet up with poly frens....chill out and enjoy.....then saturday to run...help out with household chores etc etc.....

guess gotta sleep already

Gd luck to those who are IPP, FYPJ or studying, see u on friday soon =)

First Week of Attachement

2008-05-31T00:10:00.003+08:00

I t is Saturday now at 12 midnite plus plus.....here am i sitting down here blogging....it was really a tiring tiring week 1 for me..people spend the first week of their IPP slacking and just to familiarise with what it is going on in the company...but it seems different for me....

I have got like test cases to do through the weekend...what am i doing...as an IA doing work through weekend with mere sum of allowance which is not even enough to use....Did OT from Wed till today.....So much to do with so little time...the project schedule is so tight and even weekends with no pay have to work...seriously this attachment is not worth it.....so Many OTs works on thurday till 9.30 then yesterday till 9 plus....so tiring!!!! Moved office would allow each of us have more space...which is actually quite gd actually...direct bus for me....

Now i gotta do work....kinda pissed in a way...its really not a IA job to do during weekends.....just received a PM from some temp we suppose to help say she needs this and that while we were suppose to have our weekend...looks like we need to do smth about this...hoepfullly this does not persists....back to work ...

Tiring day it was

2008-05-21T00:52:00.004+08:00

After staying up two day non stop sleeping for like 4 -5 hours a day...the tiredness seemed to take a toll on me.....though it was productive but i think it wasnt really worth it...it actually affected me in a way as i am kinda tired out yesterday...unable to really concentrate during the time at FYPJ....was kinda worry about the grades that i would get...managed to meet up with my supervisor and i cleared my doubts and queries which kinda assured me...haha...but it kinda makes me look so kan chiong though im not really....i did up the whole basic structure for the resarches that i have done ni the 12 weeks...i realized that i have actually learnt quite a bit on Web 2.0 and on Mashup Creator....this actually really widens my knowledge like never b4 in any project tt i have done....i also picked up some new knowledge while inputing the documentations in my wiki that i did.

Currently i am trying to finish up the Development of the plugin documentation and end with the docuementation on the thought of the project scope given to me....though it was tough it really was a good challenge which i enjoyed as it broadens my scope and also trained my endurance and indepedent skills.....
Allrite time for bed....nites

Ps: the weather is horrible these days...take more Vitamin C and water =)

Makan days

2008-05-19T01:37:00.002+08:00

Hmm...lets see.....Saturday went out to steamboat at boon keng for farewell for iz and yq.....b4 that went to watch iron man...overall the movie was not bad...worth the 10 bucks to pay to watch the movie on the weekend....after that have had dinner at chong pang steamboat....it was quite nice....with free flow of drinks was definitely quite a good place to hang out as a group to have dinner there....reached home about 10 plus....b4 doing some work which is very minimal compared to what i have planned out.....

Yesterday a couple of hours ago....was mugging through the morning though i didnt feel like too...trying to do up my wiki and populating as much information as i can into the wiki....hopefully these can gain me more marks...a lot of effort has been put into this wiki as researching for information is definitely not easy and making examples with not much guidiance is defenitely not wasy.....Am gonna do more of the wiki up ...hopefully i am able to complete my wiki so that i can carry on doing my AES on Tuesday...presentation day is on Thursday...10.30 am tentatively most like in the morning...eaither late or early morning...which is good in a way..at least i can have the afternoon off....free of my worries....friday would kinda be an off day for me....

For me, kinda praying hard there would be good news on tuesday....Hopefully mdm lam will give my opp mates and I another option of going another conuntry or location in Chinda...This would certainly be better than the option of going Chengdu....this FYPJ period has really been hectic....with different kind of news everyday....new knowledge and information to learnt...guess its just the learning process......

Anw time for bed...need rest to concentrate on doing up my work tmr.....meanwhile everyone in FYPJ, or IPP take care....drink lots of water...the weather is hot....really hot...

Nites

Hectic Day

2008-05-12T23:30:00.002+08:00

Met my supvisor today....got to know what i am suppose to present on next thursday b4 i fly off on Saturday....was good in a way that i have an aim now....

Man but here comes another breaking news.....earthquake in southwest of Chengdu....really with a magnitude of like 7.6 and it was a shallow earthquake of depth 10 m....really scary...was worried for CJ and the other OPP mates...luckily they are alright....Msned them just now....they are trying to get out of CD asap...really hope they can get on the flight asap...meanwhile heard that SCS in CD is also closed just for the precaution of any aftershocks.....

Really hope all goes well for them...this actually affected my mood of doing my project....but i just have to take it as a break and carry on tmr...tmr napfa test.....a mock one...with so much going on don't think it will be a good one....kinda hard to concentrate.....guess going to bed will help...will sleep early then....blog agian when there are more news.....meanwhile everyone out there take care!!!!

A tiring and stressful day

2008-05-11T22:51:00.003+08:00

Spent the whole day in front of my computer as usual...kinda getting sick of looking at the heaps of java codes that i have in front of me.....I didnt do much for my RCP application as much as i want to do...which is very dissappointing....Really hope that i can have a breakthrough soon...

Back to what i was doing yesterday....went to tanjong katong for mother's day lunch which was not bad...went to the big hong kong cafe restaurant there...afterwhich i took bus 15 to khaki bukit and changed to bus 58 to meet esther,mc and ym at tampines before heading down to kovan to get fruits and drinks to kel house bdae party. Indeed the dinner was quite some gd....then we watched tv and also catch up with each other with the lastest news that we have not seeing the Suzhou peeps for a month...indeed a lot interesting stories they have....went home from kel house about 11 pm....spent the night yesterday till about 2 am reseaching on more code information so that i can have more infomation to work on today.....

Being on my laptop now...cause am watching the last EPL for the year...really quite exciting with Man United leading through a penalty through ronaldo. Its halftime now...that is why i am blogging here....really don't know what will happen tmr....when my supervisor is coming to check on my progress....hopefully he can give me some better tips so tt i can push for a better grade for my project....Think i gonna code through the night today till about maybe 2 am or smth before waking early to start my day with coding again....

Wish me luck with my coding =)

Back to coding....blog again sometime later ....

Updates of what is going on

2008-05-10T10:08:00.002+08:00

Life went on as usual...myself finishing up the plugin examples that i have found....at the rate i am going...it is definitely very slow...it would really be a rush to the end for me again...crap it happened to me again....nevertherless of me not being able to really concentrate the noise factor around me definitely played a big part...i am not able to focus well...the lab is freaking noisy always...no one seems to be considerate playing games....shouting across the labs....music doesn't sooth my ears either.....kinda up to my limit already...maybe gottta take off next week....to complete my project...i have had high expectations for myself in this project...

And today started off quite off...kinda pissed with some stuff...but wasn't much of a big prob....gotta go mother's day lunch later at east coast b4 heading down to kel b'dae party. Busy day it will be.

I'm kinda stress up...with much to lose if i lose my cool and panic...hopefully all goes well with my programming this weekend...till then again will blog if i get sick of looking at the codes...

Family Outing 3-4 May

2008-05-04T22:18:00.002+08:00

Just came back from kukup malaysia it was really an interesting experience from visiting the kelongs to watching the wild life of mother nature and at the same time having great food at a cheap price too =)

But on another end kinda down with bad running nose...didnt have enough sleep cause it was too cold and there were not enough blankets so i kinda stoned the whole night not sleeping catching forty winks when travelling on the bus.

Alrite time for bed...gotta rest and prepare to chiong coding tmr again...will update more on my trip tmr!

2 Days at Club Crawl

2008-04-18T23:28:00.002+08:00

It was quite tiring days...dragged myself up from bed both days....didnt reach school as early as sual at 8 am....hmm lets see kinda disapointed in myself didnt do much these days in my mashup plugin programming which is really not the results i want...but i guess this would be my last club crawl i should do my best to help out as much as i can....spent most of my time at blk g....

Lets start on what i did on thursday....went club crawl at 10 am the response not that great but i went back around the afternoon it was really crowded..and there was free coke zero being given out...quite cool man...then went to watch samuel perform...FB dance was exciting as usual also....then decided to go back to lab....then on the way the person giving out coke asked it we want some coke then kinda ask if we can take a carton to lab...so in the end ended up with me and brandon each carrying a 24 bottle carton back to lab...and gave out to all the fypj students....they seem quite happy with it good to see that....then in the evening me and ym went to meet esther to give esther iz's bdae present...we ate at amk kfc...i ordered a cheesy meltz student meal with mashed potatoes to chesse fries was really filling....then after that we went to amk hub to jalan jalan ...went to look for shows cause esther wanted to "window shopping" hahah..then cabbed back with esther and ym....

Today...i went club crawl early reached there and no one was there yet from guitar club so i sat there while the rest slowly come to the booth and help out...talked to a guy from my batch...kinda nice guy....then i managed to get a metal piece puzzle from minds sports....quite interesting to solve....after that i went for lunch at AMK with ym, brandon and renjun as rj needed to take his book form his house at amk central....so we headed to the hawker centre...while he went to take his books....then i had nasi lemak..not bad....quite nice to eat...haha....after that we headed to the arcade then played bball...managed to break the 250 score and get 370+ score...not a bad score to have....though the balls were nwe and quite heavy....went back to sch and slacked again as usual as it was friday dont have mood to do work....went back to sports hall to see how is it going....then went back to lab to do some notes on my project...going to start my programming tmr...so going to bed soon i guess...also nothing much to do these days...

Hope those at Suzhou are doing well =)

Will blog again soon....