Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.


Lives life simple whenever possible
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What am i doing in SG?
Serving the nation
Hobby: Guitar,Watch anime, Read Books,
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Well, stoning at home is quite horrible, nothing much to do and aimlessly doing stuff...well at least driving do take up some of my time but well, sometimes its kinda short a time...wish to get a job so that i could stop thinking aimlessly at stuff which is basically impossible sometimes...which i wont further elaborate here, well talking about driving had my second lesson yesterday, keep doing turns of right and left in circuit quite boring, and cant go faster as there were basically so many cars around have to keep stopping and wait..well guess its just because its popular in circuit...

Well im getting sick of my own life...hesitant hesitant, lots of thoughts will make one lose chances in life...maybe its because its just me that i tend to think of what consequences when i do whatever stuff..haiz...well, that's life i guess...

PS: Saw this quote from somewhere, Love is not possessive: i guess this prob means that as long u knw that the other person is happy, that is what most impt, it does not matter whether who the other part maybe...but well its kinda hard on oneself..getting over it? or overcoming it seems another situation which one has to take care of...



Well, i guess i just have to retype my thoughts down to the blog again as an error occured while saving my post...well life's tough, made 2 rational choices okay rite in my perspective maybe...well things didnt really turn out the way which i really hope that it would turn out to be but oh well... life's tough sometimes...up and downs of life is common...sometimes i really wish that i could just sit back and void the feelings or emotions of a human life form juz for one day but it just seems so hard to do so...

Decisions made me regret sometimes in life, sometimes due to my hunger for grades and knowledge making studies as an importance in my life, i always treat it as no 1 which i neglected the other parts of my life somehow which i kinda regret sometimes...but i surely have to choose one...well studies was indeed the huge factor why didnt i made any decisions earlier...

Okay enough of my blaberring, steamboat event which i organised was not bad, was nice to have a gathering with a bunch of frens....would be nice if there would another one coming up soon, meanwhile also went to get my NS HP today, basically a basic phone with nothing else in it....normal and basic which i would say....

Well will blog again later....

Something random: Is it harder to lie to oneself?

Well Carpe Diem which i would say ..



Well, today rainy weather, sky's dark, don't feel like going out, went for a run, did housework now taking a break, well, somehow its kinda hard to organise stuff...expect the unexpected always i guess that would be the advice to anyone organising....well...expecting a low turnout later... but well, its nice to gather once in a while together...hope that everything goes well....

Meanwhile still no letters and CCA points still...man gotta email the SA office for the points...those points are kinda useful in a way....well....blog again on what the steamboat gathering holds for us later...till then...

signing out ....obito



Rainy days, makes the day so downcast for one sometime... thought ran through my mind when i blog this post...shan't write these down...well gonna meet my sec school frens later at douby ghaut...maybe catch a movie or something... these days just could not find inspiration to write anything...sometimes it feels like my inspiration has been rip the daylights of me...well saw a lyrics though posting it here would be great


Tomorrow - Ayumi Tsunematsu

If losing things is for picking them back up
Then parting is for meeting

After “Goodbye,” certainly
We’ll meet with a “Hello”

I want to lie down on the green grass
I want to tumble together with the animals

If many good things happened today
Then I wish that many goods things will happen tomorrow, too

The Sun comes out, the setting sun is beautiful
I wish upon the stars, and tomorrow comes

Why are you leaving?
Let’s go home together


Getting into a fight, that child cries
Unable to say, “I’m sorry,”
Even if you scream and cry inside of your heart
It’s useless if you don’t turn them into words

Thank you, thank you, my friends
I want to see all of my new friends

I hold hands with you
It turns into wings
I hold hands with everyone
We can fly through the great sky

I laugh, I laugh with a loud voice
Calling, calling for my favorite…

Crossing the rainbow-colored bridge, I say, “Welcome back”


Even if you have money, you can’t buy friends
Even if I don’t have anything, everyone is with me

Everyone, listen to our dream
Everyone knows of us

How are you?
I’m fine

How are you?
I’m fine



Well, weeks have passed...had been bsuy with certification now am a Microsoft Certified Technology Specialist already.Well, chnaged the blogskin today after my run
in the morning, it has been awhile since i did so. What to do next later part of the data, well, maybe gonna pack some stuff..etc...will post again soon...



Army life coming soon...well got results...slept 3 hours ...called prometric spent 5 to 6 hours booking and doing stuff...2 hours mugging....had dinner....continued to mug awhile more....what a packed day...at least i settled what i set out to achieve in poly and am happy that my class ppl did quite ok..well next wed could well be one of the last meetings we have had... well i found my new aim first would be to study hard for certification of thurs 1 pm....and i will strive to complete my driving within the days which i planned out to...start exercising and sleep regular hours....then the rest shall come later...

I always wonder what would happen when i step up to the next phase of life army? Uni? Certainly i would want to keep in touch with these wonderful bunch of frens which i have made in poly...well...afterall its most memorable as there were up and downs as a class, but we still made it through...oh well...enough of those fruitful thoughts...i am focused on the tasks ahead and will try to meet those i have set....


Meanwhile wish everyone stay happy as always?

Tommrrow is always a better day =)



Well weekend was burnt as you can see from the posts before. Today was unproductive though i managed to make my printer totally wireless which is a great thing. Now i can shift my printer to anywhere that has a power plug without worries. Now i am kinda worried of my results, like how am i going fare for the last semester of my polytechnic life....i guess could not do much about it and should focus more on the tasks ahead like focusing on the Microsoft Certified Technology Specialist Exam which i must try to pass with a try....So much to be done with so little time....surely i really need to jiayous le....

There are some stuff bothering me at the moment which is kinda of frustrating it seems to happen to me always but to no avail i have found a solution that i could approach the matter....should i or should i not take action in whatever i wish to do? Regret or dont regret , happy or unhappy , answers which i need in a dilemnia regarding issues....Well i guess i shall put my energy on stuff that i could look forward too....is the old cycle of life repeating again....mug mug mug....way to destress?

Enough of my blabering, back to studies, I wish everyone good luck for examination results....be happy that u completed the 3 years smooth sailing...with a wondering bunch of mates...



Well i headed down to the IT show to walk around and get some stuff...before reaching City hall i alighted at Douby ghaut that was incident one, then after that i had to look around so long for a sales person to sell me smth , incident 2, went home and gamed and went out for dinner. Came home and try to switch on my desktop...my desktop died on me, its dead, it does not even power up damn...incident 3 and incident 4 i have to wake up early and go to the service centre before heading to the it show.....damn really waste of my time to head down at a weekend to just get my com fixed =.=....



Well, these days have been busy, didnt blog, kinda did some reflection today, well some stuff are just there and have to accept it....i always think that i always let opportunities somehow slipped past sometimes when i could have done something and took the first step but due to me being overcautious sometimes....it adversely costs me chances which i would not have a chance to have again...but sometimes its just works around being i rather me the one who is taking in then let the others feel it and be more stress about stuff....


something random: what if i said yes or what if i said no, it does not matter as its far far away sometimes....unable to comprehend these stuff



Well, its kinda dusty in my blog here, kinda busy to update, too, as u can see, school life in poly, exams, and chalet are all over for me. Chalet was quite enjoyable though we did hit with some problems which i did not foresee as an organiser but as long as no one's injured guess its an experience to learn. Three days in the chalet passed swiftly, time flies during the process of school life in transision to slacking lifestyle which seems like O levels just ended. Waiting for enlistment letter is always a hassle, should i go work, take up courses, learn driving? Restrictions everywhere. Will make one of the decision soon, so as not to waste my life away stoning at home doing nothing.Gotta pack up my room, to prepare for new lifestyle: ARMY. man sure would i miss the time when i go in , the freedom of going out or just taking a step back slacking at home....well i guess its a process which every guy has to go through....time to start packing....meanwhile take care everyone