Monday, September 29, 2008
lets see what ive done during the weekend, went to catch mama mia with family, had dinner at boon keng restaurant b4 that...Saturday went for a jog with the usual few,and went out to get some stuff with classmates, havent been sleeping well then.
Sunday, stayed at home, did housework, went to settle chalet stuff, checking out stuff, buying items, calculating stuff also. another day went by just like that...as usual was not feeling myself somehow
Here it is chalet day, took about 20 Min's or lesser to pack everything, think i packed a bit too much but couldn't be bothered to take out the extra clothes...kept just in case need to change more clothes.
Time to leave at about 12.45 or 1...guess i would arrive the first one..didn't sleep as much as i thought i would...here am i stoning in front of the computer as usual
Just some thoughts, when ur life seems to be black and white suddenly how would it be brightened...when living a life in deception and expecting oneself to be happy is really tough really tough, guess getting out of it is hard too...currently i just need a break somewhere quit and peaceful...maybe i would stone somehow somewhere near a beach one of the days after i stopped worked...admiring mother nature and appreciating, hopefully it helps...
Sometimes, life is like that u gain some u lose some, the proportion is never the same....take me as a example sometimes, scoring good grades certainly give oneself a boost of confidence however at the expense that i am unable to enjoy certain stuff which i may have looked forward in my life...oh well since i am kind of solo next semester, does not make much a difference...maybe this is a test of how i am able to take pressure and do well..
Meanwhile those having holidays enjoy!
担心你？还是关心你？两个都是？我也不懂。
(11:26 AM)
Sunday, September 21, 2008
It has been nearly 20 weeks soon at SCS. Indeed it is a really long time, which i would not have expected to stay so long, most prob going to plan on the 6th or 7th to end my job stint, this journey has been fruitful yet tiring. Many things happen during the course of these weeks there. I seriously need a break from working and just feel like stoning at home.
What i was doing this morning, basically was not able to catch much sleep, was wondering of some thoughts which was bothering me basically from dunno when. Had about 5 hours of sleep though it was weekend, was unable to go back to sleep after waking up about 8 am. After that, i checked my office mails and drafted my dates to complete my job stint. Had a game of dota after that and went on to do housework. After finishing up my ironing of my shirts, had my dinner and here am i blogging here now.
Chalet coming, hmm wonder how will it turn out, seems like i would be the organiser this round.. hopefully all goes well. Gonna sent out the mail i drafted out...blog agian then...
生命就是这样的..尽力就好..你开心就好
(8:14 PM)
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Weather: Hotter and more humid
Had bball in the morning till bout noon, bought mos burger and lunch home for my family, then left house to meet classmates to discuss bbq stuff. Went arcade then after that dinner and now am here blogging.
Just wondering some stuff just dont change in life do they, sometimes u gain some, sometimes u lose some. Much stuff running through my mind, whether be it work, family or perspective of how i led my life....lets just say memories of happy stuff are always good to remember but just some stuff cant be forgotten so easily... i guess everyone will face it...
What will i be doing in the future? What choice or chances i have missed in life? Could i have done better? Could i have done worst if time can be turned back for me..i guess none of this can be answered. Best Options would be to move on. Bad experience are just a turning points of life sometimes.
Well, personally there are some experience who have finetuned individual personality into someone strong whether be it to take stress and critisim. Thoughts just flowing through my mine just like unzipping an archive file which has been hidden long ago or suppressed.
Should do fine, for at least i manage to figure bits and pieces of my life as i grow older, probably sometimes too mature to a certain level when i was young. Apreciating life in a different level sometimes.
Shant bore you all with my "prophesy" of my life...blog again then...
(9:06 PM)
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Weather: Hot and Humid
Currently feeling tired, so much to be done with so little time..oh well guess life just seem to revolve between working, studying and sleep these days. Everytime going to work seems so routine and tiring.
Currently suppose to be studying, but cant seem to get into the mood to study, not really a good situation to be as i am suppose to mugging hard to ensure that a pass for tmr exam. However I am unable to be able to concentrate... most likely it could be due to me being very tired and not having enough sleep everyday...really need a break... cant "crack" before school starts....require a lot memory work stuff...most likely would start going through mock exam papers that were given to me and also the mock questions which i have extracted from the pdf after going through the notes all over once again to ensure that the information gets into my brain. Gonna sleep about midnight and wake up about 8 am. Sufficient sleep and a last round of mock exam question browsing through b4 going to exam. Seem to be useful for me at least. Well, its like 10.30 with much to be done...
Back to study...looking forward to chalet...blog again soon...till then..
(10:32 PM)
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Weather: Hot and Humid
Time flies...holidays seems so short...guess having a lot of work and studying does kill time...gt my results yesterday ...turn out not bad...the only minus point was i had to wait like close to 2 hours to see my results...otherwise all turn out fine..
Reached office about 9, was very tired thus overslept around 10 to 15 mins...work was quite hectic had another perm staff coming in...placed under my colleague as i have too much to handle thus i am the second point of contact which is good as it takes the load off me..left about 630 today had to go make a trip to SGH...shall not go into further details...
hmm currently am going to go back to study, tired but need to persevere as its just a few more days of work before going on a week break. Sourced for some guides and sample questions hopefully it helps. Alrite back to study, will blog again..till then...
(10:59 PM)
Monday, September 15, 2008
Weather: Cooling
These holidays certainly is very tiring as compared the normal holidays that i have during my poly and sec school days...much too be said...currently awaiting for the release of the results...hopefully would be something gd...need to score well to get gd gpa....oh well...i really hope everyone scores too..would want everyone to do well and be happy...
These days been quite dull working and working, not relaxing is certainly taking a toll out of me..hmm nothing much could say...but just wanna say take care everyone...
Let Nature Take its course....
(11:46 PM)
Friday, September 12, 2008
Work would be getting tougher and tougher as these few weeks will pass by. UAT 2 starting and the system must be bug free which seems to an impossible task. With so many codes and not strong version control, really this would results in a lot of codes to crack somewhere, hopefully it would be that bad...
Well some stuff on my mind...stuff to consider a times...worrying at moement, oh well blog more later...
(12:14 PM)
Sunday, September 07, 2008
Weather: Sunny and Cloudy
Stayed at home the whole weekend, didnt do much, gt the gc forum up through the wiki i am building on, then helped out with the housework. Research online to solve some software prob, its up and working fine now which is good...hmm went out finally for a jog at the park, cleared about 3 + km and walked bout less than 1 km. Not a bad way to destress too....
Tmr going back to school for the IBM Rational Course after like 4 months, it's gonna be a bit wierd, going to work everytime and finally back to the labs, hopefully able to concentrate more. Hmm...gonna have to work hard, gotta reach that mark i set before.
The days since attachment made working a hassle, these few days, work till stoned, wake up and zombieing to the mrt. Hmm plus the making choices a different juncture made me to think twice always though i know that both will have good and bad. E.g. would be the chance to change specilisation...oh well...guess life is just full of choice and chances just that every decision comes with a price, its how you interpret it...time to have dinner..blog agian soon..till then
(7:11 PM)
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Weather: Rainy and Cold
Today was quite busy at work settling and liasing on the server stuff took up whole morning to afternoon, tiring. Had lunch at abt 1 pm. By that time , was quite tired le.
During lunch received and unexpected call from nyp, SS called. Here it goes " Do you want to change ur specialisation to Finance, i have a place for you." It got me thinking before i said no. It was kind of hard as at least at Finance would probably have more frens and help as majority everyone is there. However since i made my mind quite long ago, i guess i just have to stick to what i chose first. Regrets would i have, would not i guess hopefully. Hope that all goes well.
Went back to work, patching and checking data took up the rest of the day. It was quite a rush to do such stuff in such short time. Had dinner outside and went home. I am typing here with a slight headache, hmm prob not enough sleep. Missing a good rest since a long time. Indeed it is a long time from year 2 sem 2 when i had my proper break. Need to work later to check the data. Hopefully all goes well, i can go and sleep earlier too. Sometimes i just think everything seems to be bottled in oneself, but taking a break and a step back would be better for me.
Chalet coming soon, would need to take off. Luckily next week on course, probably can rest more. Till then.. will blog again...
(10:30 PM)